Cross Country {!} Bestt , siow! Top 30 , haha . 27th . Haiyos .Terok&bad liaos . I want to be top10 at least . Haishhh . Nehmind next year still qt . Yeah . Super tired . Woke up early . Met Rozaina at Safra ferst thn she was late to mit me . Haiyos ! Thn she finally came ~ Headed to Bedok Resevoir Many peeps ~ Saw Yul otw . Excited satuhsatuh . Gah ~ Thn started runninq . I walked aft 3.5km . When i run , Dyrah stop . Whn Dyrah stopped , i ran . We take turns to run actually . Funny .Ohmyyy .
Tired . Otw , saw Ramadhan& i ran passed hym & he came chasinq behind me & asked stupid ques . Lyke obviously im runninq alone ryte .But i swear whenever he ask me smth , he will qiv me tht sincere&sweet smile&i will qo blushinqq ~ (= Hehes . Thn catch up wif Yul .Manaqed to at ferst thn aft a few km , lost her . Ran wif Dyrah . Roziana left out .Haha , a few km away to finish, dyrah was in front of me ,so i sprint & successfully beat her&be in front of her instead .Thanks ehy .Thn walked to tamp all the way . Its near mah .Ate at Paradise . Yumyum butbut kecohsss ~ Headed bacqk home aft tht . Tiredd {!} :D Eatinq Canadian pizzaaa people ~ Haha , be jealous syqqqs :D
Ramadhan , i have to think ferst okeyh . I just broke up&im not in a mood to be in relationship yet now . Sorry
Can i stop beinq lyke thys ? Pleshhh . Arqhhh ! I nid someone to help me stay stronq . Plesh . Each day , i felt lyke slashinq , but its just stupid of me to slash . I knw . But thn i wan to hurt myself . I dun wanna be weak . Fake smiles , fake lauqh , fake hyper-inq . Its all fake . Nobody knws how i feel inside , how much i suffer deep inside . Nobody ~ Its not me anymore . For godness sake , why can't i move on lyke the others ? Whyyyyyy ? People here&there askinqq fer stead , but i told thm im not ready&no mood to be a relationship ryte now . Or is it becos i keep forqettinq to forqet hym ? Goshh .
