♥ BerreBarbie ∞ ♠

Its all over now . I have to accept it . I have to learn how to eventually . He is not the one . We are not meant to be toqether kn . Butbut , i still care fer hym&love hym . But i cnnt force hym to love me ryte . Its hys lyfe , i understands . I nid to move on bt still i dunwan to be lyke last tyme , not movinqq on , holdinqq on to it . Silly me . Diana , we share the same problems . Im feelinqq what are youh feelinq ryte now . I understand alot . The person who we love the most , will eventually leave us . Maybe in misery maybe not . Depends . Yeah . Youh told me tht Ramadhan can take care of me ? Noooo . I dun wish to love hym . Pleshhhh . My complicated lyfe turned out be a qreat one actually . I realise im too weak to face thys , i knw tht . So i just want youh to help stay stronqq to face thys boyy . I really nid youh . I cnt move on till youh believe me . I dun blame youh fer breakinq up wif me . I deserve it . All thys while when i have been makinqq paper aeroplane ,wishinqq tht youh will be myne aqain ,its just a fantasty of its own . Im just playinqq a fool of myself . Dumb me {!} I really deserve thys . Im the one who is to be blamed . I didnt keep my promise . I promised tht i will keep our love stronqq , but now ? Not anymore . I try not to cry aft youh told me . Bt aft awhile , tears runninq down suddenly . Why must i cry >? Nobody cn cheer me up .Nobody ~ I feel lyke slashinq . I slash its not bcos of youh , it is becos of me beinqqq too weakk . Yeahhh .