Hi im back !! Hehe miss me bitchessss xx I kinda miss blogging yeah I really do. I miss typing shits here haha xx Like yeah shits about my life...Its really been a bad week for me,like fucking bad week. Moodswings ? Probably yes. Probably no? Nobody ask if I was okay , nobody. Is this reality you wanted.....guys? haha k kidding everybodeh. But still NOBODY ask :( I was hoping for that someone to ask...but sadly I know he won't so why bother waiting? :'( Maybe I was expecting something miracle to happen,haha cheh miracle just kidding that is so fake for godsake haha. I just need that particular person to ask,only that someone~Maybe it would cheer me up? Maybe I would feel better? Hmm,yeah. This is life huh,sometimes to me life's gooooood but sometimes neh,life's freakingbadd. Been having bad days you know :( And I don't like it . You know what's worse? Having this weirdfreakingugly feeling whenever I see him online,I don't like the feeling,Im serious. Butterflies in my stomach? No more. I would rather replace butterflies in my stomach than having tht weird feeling you know. Alright I think I should really stop thinking about it. Shall sleep soon. Goodnight :)