Saturday, December 24, 2011
why can't I just be perfect ? you know , i envy girls who are pretty ,have nice heights,have good body curve,beautiful smile,beautiful hair and everything la. Hmm,that would attract boys. Their attention of course. Im like one fucking useless,hopeless,pathetic piece of shit,ugly,fuck up girl,annoying girl,irritating girl. I can't help it when I see my own best friend talking to you , Im like one fool sitting infront of the computer screen hoping that you will talk to me,waiting,hoping,waiting,hoping ahhhh what's new? Hah,hoping and waiting are now my bestfriends,huh? Right? Haha yes. Do you know how much time I wasted,waiting for your text/whatsapp or whatever ? Once I say I will wait,I will wait even though sometimes I keep telling myself that I should give up. I lied la when I say Im tired of waiting. OK DUH IM TIRED OF WAITING EVERYDAY . CAN YOU SEE THAT ? You still dont get the hints,dont you? Come on,this is the only way to tell you exactly how i feel that i could never figure out how to say it on twitter. I miss ya.
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