Go ahead and judge me . You know my name , but not my story.
One thing you guys should know about me
I still love Barbie♥
Nothing can break us apart
gossipgal
Monday, March 12, 2012
Hi guys,it has been such a long time since I last update my blog. Hmm,basically its the new year and im sec 3 now and there're whole lot of things to do in terms of academic and cca so that is why I've been really busy keeping up with school.Lots of fun indeed in school. So far so good. Good year I guess. No more heartbreaks. OHH did I just type heartbreaks? correction no more heartbreaker in my school. Haha, if you guys are wondering why I said that is because Im finally free from all the misery and sadness. Ok not literally all of my sadness are gone,but at least part of it? Better thn nothing right? He has someone new and obviously I can't be wasting my time waiting for miracles to happen right..And yes Im saying this once again,I have stopped hoping and wishing for him to come back,there's no use for me to continue waiting because I don't see the reason why must I be a fool and look like an idiot waiting for someone who is obviously treating me like a stranger and giving me cold shoulders. It's all in the past and past is the past no more coming back.Please,please let all of my feelings fade away,I don't wanna remember those feelings I had for him,those memories that are being cherished together and the butterflies feeling whenever I see him. Let those feelings fade away I can't afford to keep them,it just make me feel even worse. Im getting used to the pain I get each time I meet a guy. Boys,they walked into your life,give sweet talks to you,call you beautiful,give hints to show that he actually has feelings towards you,so he give hopes hmmm or should I say FALSE hopes to you and thn leave you hanging and leave without saying a single goodbye.The bestest part of it,he act as if nothing happened and think that you're okay with it when actually you're not.Even if he apologised to you,even if he knows that you still have the heartaches and stuff,it wont change the situation. What can he do about it anyway?Nothing right? yes I do miss you.
